Percaya atau tak, it's been 5 years already and I'm still in love with the same guy. The guy that I can't have even if it's at the end of the world. I won't have him. That guy is not perfect but looking at him will make me have butterflies in my stomach. I'm happy to be in love with him even if I can't touch, see and hear, I will always be in love with him. He is one of a kind. No matter what he did, I kept on forgiving him when there are times when I shouldn't even forgive him but what can I do?
I'm just so in love. That I kept on forgetting I should take a good care of my heart also. and rn not having him around makes my heart feel the pain that I've never felt before.
Why am I in love with him?
I can't answer that question. The only thing I know is, whenever he's around, I feel so happy, glad and relieve. I don't know why.
My friends have no idea that I still can't move on.
Yup. That's true. I chose to just keep quiet and act like I've moved on and I'm happy now even though I still cry often and I still dream about him often.
Only Allah knows why I'm still here at the same spot where he left me. alone. without any sympathy :)
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