SEVENTH

Life can be unfair sometimes for everyone but not me. Life keeps on being so unfair towards me. I'm not a priority. I'm just someone that can easily be used.

Things keep on getting hard and I'm becoming more emotional day by day. People keep on taking advantages on me and I won't be appreciated.

I will get used to this. I will go far away from here and might not be back regularly. I've did my best but it seems like people will never appreciate my presence. Dying sounds great but I won't be able to bear all my sins in this world. still need to improve my iman & my devotion towards Allah.

I know it's hard. very hard. Feels like seeing a psychiatrist or counsellors so that I can let go of things that is acting as a burden. I love my life but I don't think people love me. so I'll need to love myself and I will be selfish. I don't feel like giving people my attention anymore.

I can change. and I will change. I won't be the same person anymore. Don't beg me to be myself again because I'm done. so done. I'm not happy by being myself because that's how life is. it will get harder each day & it depends on those person that's trying to overcome those obstacles.

As for me, It's better for me to just do what I love and move on.

I shouldn't care about people's feelings anymore because I'm too tired to do that.

Bye.