Wednesday (20/12/2017) -Currently in Matriculation's Languange Lab
And I'm still here missing every pieces of you....
I slipped, fell, cried. screamed but no one came because I was screaming inside my head and it's kind of hard for me to be honest with my own feelings. People won't be able to understand my heart. Never. But the only thing that I know is that I still got feelings for you and I'm still jealous over the girl. The girl that you love dearly, wholeheartedly. It must be nice to have someone to love you back. It must be what I've been imagining. I knew it. I knew that it would be very hard for you to start a new life without her so you will go back and forth like what i used to do.
Today I'm still in love the same person because it had never ended at all. I'm doing what I can to move on but it's hard but my friend said I didn't even want to move on that's why it's hard. that's why it's complicated, difficult. I'm still breathing and I'm very grateful but there's nothing I can do because my feelings are eternal and very pure. It's hard to just dump it in the sea. I love you with all my heart but I didn;t expect to get anything in return. I know how it feels to be so broken hearted because it's nice to be able to reminisce that sadness.
