FOURTEENTH

I'm sorry dear heart. I might have to let you break & bleed again. It's just too hard to ignore him. I am still in love with this guy. He's way too special for me to forget about. I care about everything he does. I thought things will eventually be okay by themselves but I was wrong. I can't just move on if my heart doesn't want it to be that way.

I wish I could be stronger. I actually understand that I'm the one who doesn't want to move on. he won't fall for me & won't see my love for him. It's big & sincere. It's too much for him to take. Because I love him too much.

THIRTEENTH

We tend to keep a lot of things inside. Same goes to me. I couldn't express everything when i should have. 


So he is single now. But I know deep inside he's still hurting and missing the girl. I will never get to fill in her spot and I have never feel like filling in. It's just that I care about what he feels. I don't want him to be frustrated. I hope he'll find a girl who'll make him happy & I hope he'll achieve his success soon. insyaAllah.

May Allah bless you always, M.A.A


Sincerely,
someone who won't stop taking care of you from afar :)